Love is something I've always been afraid of, so I guarded myself against it.

But when I met Kam, he changed everything. Kam is everything I want but never thought I could have. Rich, kind, and incredibly handsome, he tore down the walls I had so carefully constructed around myself, revealing a world I never thought possible. When I find the ring with which he’s going to propose, it should be the surprise of a lifetime.

Except it’s a nightmare, because Kam doesn’t know about my problem.

There are times when I black out, times when I don’t remember things. There’s a voice in my head that won’t shut up—a voice that’s relentless and hates him.